"If  it was meant to be, then no need to fear about loosing them, if its not meant to be, then hey why be afraid to loose them?"

  First off lets start by where I am in life. I am leaving the Art institute of Philadelphia to go to temple. WHy am I doing this?? For the fact of expenses and a broader education. Money is life unfortunatley.

ANother thing that has been going through my head is the development of me and myle own design firm. We really have our hearts set on this. She is going to school for buisness and I am going to school for graphic design, and at Temple I am sure i would get a broader all around insight. Life has been good an dme and myle are growing stronger each day. VICIOUSNESS!!!!! BRB..hehe

Complexity of Love 

   She doesnt know why, or how I do it..But I love her. She keeps me going, even when she wants to let go. She is the factor of my destiny. She can ask me, How many time's can you say you love me before you get tired?.I would say " Infinite!". For my love last on and on. It was searching for its home and has found it in you. I cannot begin to describe how beautiful you are to me. Looking at your face, I wish time could cease. Let me enjoy the wonderful women I am viewing. The one I want to bear my children, and come home to.  The one women who can make me cry, the women who can comfort my soul, when no other human being could.

  She doesnt know, or can understand my reasons for being with her. The fact that she makes my heart smile as if I was a little child. Has me wanting to go to sleep so i can see her the next day. Barley able to let go, scared of never being able to see her again. Wanting every day to love her more and more. Assuring her, "Do not be afraid". Funny, thats what angels said to those they appreared to. But no, dont be mistaken, I am not angel, but I am sent from the lord. Hoping and praying that it is my destiny to love you, all fo you, and all that you will and have become. Do not doubt for a minute if I love you or not. That question is out of question. I love you.

  If I could say it straight to your heart, what would that feel like? Would it burn? Would it hurt? Can you be happy with all the love I am willing to give you? Can you bare to see me put myself through anything for the assurance that I will always be with you. Take heed my fair lady, and ponder no more. It feels like a calm wind, a whispering voice coming into your ear. With my voice saying, "I will always be here". Make me cry if that is what it takes but the love and my heart and not be replaced. Take me as I am. And wonder about this. My love is very complex. But If I am what you want, then you are what I wish.